Childhood Pt2

This was my 4th birthday...I think. I don't really remember it but I sure do look happy.
I really am still thinking of ways to make this more exciting, the thing is I don't know if I can write nice little stories about my childhood. Also Fiona, I had no idea you would feel that way after my last one, I know not everyone sees my childhood as I do but I wasn't expecting to get that from you and now I feel like I should address your feelings and those of other siblings. ugh. that sounds like a drama waiting to happen though, which was not the purpose of this theme.

Childhood stories Pt 1

I was born. Shortly thereafter this photo was taken. I don't remember it. I was planned by my mother, wanted, and loved.

What's it going to be?

Thanks for the comments and emails about my last post. I have some ideas now, and this isn't the first time that I have thought a post about my life before marriage etc. would be interesting, or even posts about my family...honestly I keep thinking that everyone out there knows the whole family thing. I don't know if it will be 30 posts about anything...30 seems like a big commitment but we'll see where they lead me. Based on most of your reactions (all 4 of you that chose to say something) I am going to post about my childhood and my family (not the one that I made, but the one that I was born into). I might even post pictures of olden times. I just have to figure out how to make it sound like it was nice and happy...not that it wasn't, just that the general dialogue in my head is negative and traumatized about it.
This might even start today.

Truth

The truth is that I am tired of this tired blog and every time I come here I only think of something tired to say. I need some motivation even if only it is a silly theme to keep me going...Some blogs I read are doing a 30 posts about a certain subject,  some blogs I read are on the gratitude kick, some blogs I read are about their resolutions, some blogs are all about their huge life changes...I have none of these. Someone did a poll to get her readers to help her choose what to blog about for 30 posts, I am not savvy enough to work that out and I don't think I have enough readers for that to work. If I wasn't me I wouldn't come to this blog, it's lame.
I need a theme, a guideline...

oops

Oops I posted nothing so far about either Christmas or New Years. I am pre-occupied. Also I am remembering how very public the Internet is...and although I am not worried about who reads my blog and all of that non-sense I am choosing to say nothing at all if I can't be either nice or discreet (if you know what I mean). Besides who really wants to hear me rant and rave and be ungrateful all day long? I don't so why would you? I am not saying that the ranting and raving will stop, I am simply saying that I don't want to be that way right now. Right now I am content until I think too deeply about anything. So we are all better off if I don't 'go off' right now.