Monday, December 31, 2012

Friends

I only ever wanted to be your friend. I thought we got along. Although we had next to nothing in common I wanted to be around you, I want your happiness. We went somewhere on an adventure to a place I had never been. For you it got weird, I took it for what it was, the connection I craved. I hope we can be close when I see you next, I want you to confide in me. I feel like maybe I could help carry your load when it gets heavy.
Why should these things be impossible to say out loud to your face? I want to live in a world where it's ok to be honest about feelings of friendship without the awkwardness.
Le sigh.

Monday, December 24, 2012

Sparkle

I wish my hair didn't have so much sparkle in it. I never really thought it would bother me this much, but it does. Sparkle=Grey.

Saturday, December 08, 2012

Busy and boring

This past week has been busy with coffees and lunches. I finished the shopping and the cards for Christmas. I got told officially that there isn't work until probably the new year, unofficially I was told not to make big plans for the end of the week.